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Monday, March 06, 2006


So Broken
or
Cardiac Disease


For the record, I am not dead. Nor do I have any intentions of becoming dead in the near future.

I am sick, gentle readers. Horribly, terribly sick. Which, I suppose, explains why I haven't been posting. Some manner of fever and cough has trickled back into my lungs. I pray it's not a return of the pneumonia. What confounds me is that I'm not smoking a damned thing these days, and I'm STILL sick. I've been sick all winter long. Why did I ever quit? *pout*

And heartsick, too. If I've told you, you know why. If I haven't, well, I'm surely not going to smear my business all over the internet like a petulant 14 year old, as tempting as that may be.

So tired. So sick. So weak. If only I didn't feel so physically ill, I could use my anxiety and depression to get a lot of menial shit done. And then I'd feel better. I wouldn't have homework/dirty dishes/laundry/applications hanging over my head.

Ugh. As soon as I get off work, I had better go back to sleep.


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